He had been away for a while. Felt like floating away for a while.
Get out of his head, all crammed up with incomplete activities, unsuccessful relationships, blurry memories...all while not realizing the many good things he had set into motion by everything he had done right, even if it didn't work out very well for him in the short run.
He looked over his short life and saw all the people he had come across, every soul he had loved, every art piece he appreciated, every part of him that he learnt to accept. He looked over them and thought, "Wow, things I thought wouldn't ever work out.....did, but I was too busy stressing about the next problem that popped up that I didn't take the time to congratulate myself."
And so, he did just that. Even if it was for just a while.
For that moment he spent with himself, gave him the calm to face the storms of today and the uncertainties of tomorrow.
Just a little while longer, in this state. Just for a little while let him appreciate all the things he has done right. Let him just be.
And when he opened his eyes again, he saw in his diaries, written in the different phases of his evolving soul that, every phase he had been in, made him into a better fuller person every time.....Every piece fit together.
Get out of his head, all crammed up with incomplete activities, unsuccessful relationships, blurry memories...all while not realizing the many good things he had set into motion by everything he had done right, even if it didn't work out very well for him in the short run.
He looked over his short life and saw all the people he had come across, every soul he had loved, every art piece he appreciated, every part of him that he learnt to accept. He looked over them and thought, "Wow, things I thought wouldn't ever work out.....did, but I was too busy stressing about the next problem that popped up that I didn't take the time to congratulate myself."
And so, he did just that. Even if it was for just a while.
For that moment he spent with himself, gave him the calm to face the storms of today and the uncertainties of tomorrow.
Just a little while longer, in this state. Just for a little while let him appreciate all the things he has done right. Let him just be.
And when he opened his eyes again, he saw in his diaries, written in the different phases of his evolving soul that, every phase he had been in, made him into a better fuller person every time.....Every piece fit together.
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